3 months ago i really would not believe or feel what i do now. Daily it was a struggle and a fight. Every morning i would wake up and question, get pissed, be frustrated as i tried to read and be inspired or be changed. Weeks go by, a couple months go by and still daily i expect and receive nothing, but i still daily force myself to read the dang thing.
Not until recently, until this very moment, have i realized how much reading God's word has had an effect on me. I know, it sounds cliche, trust me, i know "cliche-ness" first hand. I have been there, matter of fact for a long time.
But i just can not deny the reality.
I mean i am amazed myself. I am actually being changed. I FEEL IT. I see it.
It isn't anything crazy mind you. Heck most anybody probably can't even tell. But there is hope. My time no longer feels wasted. I now know that there is actually LIFE in the book Christ has blessed us with.
LIFE i tell you.
LIFE
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the precious book speaks of an even more precious message. that message indwells itself inside of us and works out our kinks and causes us to live, learn, and feel what you're describing.
Keep up the good work.
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