THE REAL SEANJON

So i just sent Jon Foreman a message through myspace. Man i am trying so hard not to get my hopes up, but what can i say, I love the guy. He has been a huge role model and inspiration, and to have coffee with him or something would be the most amazing thing in the world.

I asked him if he would want to sometime. haha. who am i kidding?

uhhhhh here we go. I'll be checking my myspace every 30 min. for the next week now.......

EVE FOR ADAM AND ADAM FOR EVE

I just tried to write this fancy wordy post about relationship with people and "soul mates" and mothers. 

But I am just going to leave it to Amos Lee:

I am at ease in the arms of a woman
although now most of my days are spent alone
a thousand miles from the place I was born
But when she wakes me she takes me back home

Now most days I spend like a child
who’s afraid of ghosts in the night
I know there ain’t nothing out there
I’m still afraid to turn on the light

I am at ease in the arms of a woman
although now most of my days are spent alone
a thousand miles from the place I was born
but when she wakes me she takes me back home

A thousand miles from the place I was born
But when she wakes me she takes me back home

I am at ease in the arms of a woman
although now most of my days are spent alone
a thousand miles from the place I was born
when she wakes me she takes me
Yeah, when she wake me she takes me
Yeah, when she wake me she takes me back home

When she wake me she takes me back home

RED LETTERS HAVE POWER

3 months ago i really would not believe or feel what i do now. Daily it was a struggle and a fight. Every morning i would wake up and question, get pissed, be frustrated as i tried to read and be inspired or be changed. Weeks go by, a couple months go by and still daily i expect and receive nothing, but i still daily force myself to read the dang thing.
Not until recently, until this very moment, have i realized how much reading God's word has had an effect on me. I know, it sounds cliche, trust me, i know "cliche-ness" first hand. I have been there, matter of fact for a long time.
But i just can not deny the reality.
I mean i am amazed myself. I am actually being changed. I FEEL IT. I see it.
It isn't anything crazy mind you. Heck most anybody probably can't even tell. But there is hope. My time no longer feels wasted. I now know that there is actually LIFE in the book Christ has blessed us with.
LIFE i tell you.
LIFE